Remember that time I wrote the blog post about The Great Baby Dilemma? Well, just 4 short weeks after that post was written, I found out I was pregnant.
For months prior to finding out, I felt disappointment whenever my period arrived. That was a sign that either my clock was ticking louder that I would allow it, or that I secretly did want to become a Mom. Having always been on the fence about children, my parents were surprised, but obviously happy to hear the news. In fact, so was I. The moment I saw that blue plus-sign on that pregnancy test, aka magical stick was the day I knew my life would be changed forever.
Being pregnant has presented many challenges; 12 weeks of morning sickness, pain and numbness in my left thigh followed more recently by both of my hands, dry skin, stretch marks, insomnia and the standard worries that come from carrying a baby. But, I keep telling myself that the payoff will be well worth it, but also that the challenges will continue to come. Parenting isn’t easy, but I’m ready for it.
In just three short weeks my boyfriend and I will welcome our baby boy and my nephews will get their first cousin. I will still be a wicked awesome Aunt, but my role will change as I will now fully understand the trials and tribulations of being a parent. I will see the world differently. In fact, I’ve already seen myself differently; I’m stronger than I thought I was, feeling vulnerable isn’t a bad thing, and my body is capable of housing a miracle.
To all the PANKS out there; keep up the great work. You’re impacting the life of your nieces and nephews just as they have and will continue to impact yours.
To all the Moms; I feel honored to be joining your ‘club.’ Wish me luck!
About the Author:
Diane Morris is (no longer) a PANK; Professional Aunt, No Kids and works for Mabel’s Labels as the Sales Coordinator. She’s an Aunt to two boys, and an “Auntie” to her boyfriend’s niece and nephew. She’s a sucker for romance, country music and peanut butter.